you want 10? thats so many! it doesnt? but i feel like i am well...i was supposed to make a baby for him but now i cant he and amshel have wanted me to have one for a long time
i don't know that much about where you come from but no one should be telling you that deciding to have kids is your decision because it's a huge decision you're bringing another person into the world
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its not just me
none of us can
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[ ???????? ]
why??
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i guess they dont want more of us
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you can't just do that to people?
[ well, considering how much sex everyone has on this planet maybe it makes sense 🤔 ]
it's a huge violation
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so that means i cant have a baby
you cant either
no one can
solomon is going to be mad at me
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but you know... the natha give people all kinds of powers
maybe there's a way to get fertility back
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but what if there isnt
then im useless
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i'm not standing for this
it's hard to absorb actually
but there's no way i'm going to just let this stay this way forever
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and anyway being infertile doesn't mean you're broken
are you and solomon planning to have kids?
[ It's a little hard to picture... ]
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it doesnt? but i feel like i am
well...i was supposed to make a baby for him but now i cant
he and amshel have wanted me to have one for a long time
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but what do you mean... supposed to make a baby??
no one has to make a baby unless they want to
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i have to
its expected of me
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no one should tell you have a child
it's not fair to you or the baby!!
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[Well...that's a pretty negative reaction. She wasn't expecting that.]
but ive been told for years and years i have to have one
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deciding to have kids is your decision because it's a huge decision
you're bringing another person into the world
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oh
i guess i never really thought about what would happen to the baby after
since they wanted it not me
[Clearly she didn't put much thought into it.]
i'm such a hot mess with my html lately
please don't have a baby
you can't do that to a child??
they're going to need you once they're born!
its okay i still love you
why would they need me
anyway jj i cant have a baby
im sterile
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if you really want a child then you can observe me to do it when i have kids
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but how will you if none of us can have babies
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i'm going to find a way!
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[Diva...missing the point...again...]
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you should only be having kids with the person you love diva
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really
solomon never told me that either
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